i fell in love. and i still. i don't know how to describe about this feeling. this is make me sick. she throw me away. without an explanation. i just sit here with a lot of question in my head. did i make a mistake? if i hurt her? or that's just what she wanted? i don't think that would be that simple. it's always complicated about her. but i don't mind. i never care. i just love her. so much. and she know about it. she's always know. but she still walked away.
how to make her understand about this feeling. about this pain. i can't stop waiting for her. it's never easy to let her go. to forget her. and i really don't have any idea about what she's thinking and what it's all about. maybe it's just about her. always about her. or it can be about me. but she never told me.
please come and say something. i need you. i really need you.
yours.
